http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3Na7ZNoAcE
Such a beautiful song, even though I don't understand much :P but the piano rhythm nghe thánh thót hay qua. I'll learn it next, but I'm so stupidly ignorant :( cuz bài Kiss The Rain chơi mấy tháng rùi mà mới được 1/4 bài :( this one will probably take a whole year to learn :((
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
Rabbits
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It's all started from a Nerf toy gun that I got for my friend's son birthday. It was fun to play with; then I wanted one for myself lol; I got a clear Bbs gun with low FPS for target shooting; then a higher FPS bbs that look/feel almost like a real gun; then I want a CO2 semi-automatic with max FPS; then a 0.22 caliber air pistol so I can actually kill small animals like birds, squirrels, and mostly rabbits...
After getting off the phone with my friend about the exciting hunting plan for the weekend, I started to wonder, what the hell am I getting into. It seems like i'm being possessed by a gun demon or something lol; that's bs! There is no such thing as a gun demon, only the human nature that craving for something else; something more than we already got, an ambitious ladder so to speak. It's not very messy to kill a rabbit; one shot and it dies right away, if not, one more in the head. But what about its family at home? What if it has babies waiting to be feed? Or what if it has a hot gf at home, wearing sexy lingerie waiting to make love? lol for whatever reason , it will never be home again. Pretty sure it will soon be forgotten cuz of the short term memory. It's just part of the wild life, feeding on each others to survive. But I'm sure I'll survive without killing a rabbit...for now
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It's all started from a Nerf toy gun that I got for my friend's son birthday. It was fun to play with; then I wanted one for myself lol; I got a clear Bbs gun with low FPS for target shooting; then a higher FPS bbs that look/feel almost like a real gun; then I want a CO2 semi-automatic with max FPS; then a 0.22 caliber air pistol so I can actually kill small animals like birds, squirrels, and mostly rabbits...
After getting off the phone with my friend about the exciting hunting plan for the weekend, I started to wonder, what the hell am I getting into. It seems like i'm being possessed by a gun demon or something lol; that's bs! There is no such thing as a gun demon, only the human nature that craving for something else; something more than we already got, an ambitious ladder so to speak. It's not very messy to kill a rabbit; one shot and it dies right away, if not, one more in the head. But what about its family at home? What if it has babies waiting to be feed? Or what if it has a hot gf at home, wearing sexy lingerie waiting to make love? lol for whatever reason , it will never be home again. Pretty sure it will soon be forgotten cuz of the short term memory. It's just part of the wild life, feeding on each others to survive. But I'm sure I'll survive without killing a rabbit...for now
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Sad song
Không hiểu sao đôi lúc buồn, nghe nhac buồn lại làm cho tinh thần mình thư giãn và quên đi nỗi buồn; nhưng đôi khi lại làm mình có cảm giác buồn lại càng buồn hơn ...sigh
Monday, March 8, 2010
Hurting someone
I've been hanging out with this 19 years old girl since Christmas. I met her online, then started chatting on Yahoo, then hanging out at beach, zoo, Universal, Hollywood...she's fun to talk to, nice to hang out with, and most of all, she's very supportive & understanding :)...but other than that, there is no special feelings for her :(
The other day, my friend ask me "If you are not interested in her, why are you dating her?" ... it keeps me thinking, until today. Today I told her exactly what my friend asked me, and honestly told her what I think...she seem to be shocked, said a couples comfort words and logged off Yahoo. She then wrote a blog and telling herself not to over reacted :(
Mình chỉ muốn nói rõ để phân biệt tình bạn và tình yêu thôi, không muốn làm ai buồn. Mà cứ tiếp tục đi chơi chung, 1 trai 1 gái thì trước sao gì cũng nãy sinh tình cảm. Nếu lúc đó 1 trông 2 đứa thuơng nhau rồi phụ nhau thì còn buồn hơn nữa. Thà là dức khoác cho xong :(
I think I have issues. I tend to avoid the end-of-the-party's feeling, như 1 tiệt vui nào cũng tàn, by never creating a party. Like in relationship, I afraid to be heart broken or breaking someone heart, and end up in Lonely Land.
The other day, my friend ask me "If you are not interested in her, why are you dating her?" ... it keeps me thinking, until today. Today I told her exactly what my friend asked me, and honestly told her what I think...she seem to be shocked, said a couples comfort words and logged off Yahoo. She then wrote a blog and telling herself not to over reacted :(
Mình chỉ muốn nói rõ để phân biệt tình bạn và tình yêu thôi, không muốn làm ai buồn. Mà cứ tiếp tục đi chơi chung, 1 trai 1 gái thì trước sao gì cũng nãy sinh tình cảm. Nếu lúc đó 1 trông 2 đứa thuơng nhau rồi phụ nhau thì còn buồn hơn nữa. Thà là dức khoác cho xong :(
I think I have issues. I tend to avoid the end-of-the-party's feeling, như 1 tiệt vui nào cũng tàn, by never creating a party. Like in relationship, I afraid to be heart broken or breaking someone heart, and end up in Lonely Land.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
New year disappointment
It has been forever since I wrote here :( I guess there is nothing much different in my life eversince. Except for lately...
It's all started Feb 14th, also Jan 1st of Lunar New Year...my cousin came here with his wife for what they called their honeymoon. What the heck, they should've told me that in advance so I can have a few days off để đi dắc họ đi chơi. He is one of my closest cousin that I have. We (him, my bro, and me) growed up together since we were babies. We had endless memories of each others, somes are good memories, somes are bad ^_^ but to me, all those memories are beautiful and priceless. Now I come to realize, we are not young anymore; we're all adult now. Soon we gonna have kids, grow old, have wrinkles, and become granpas; telling our grandkids about their ancestors in Vietnam...
...But right now, I'm so fucking diappointed because I don't have time to hang out with them; I just want to have 1 or 2 days off so I can take them out for fun, but I work every day until 9pm. I'm off on Saturday and Sunday but they will be leaving by then...and what the heck am I kidding! I don't even know many fun places to go around here. Like last night, all three of us met around 10pm; we didn't know where to go, so I suggested to go to the clubs cuz I wanna be cool, clubbing and stuffs, buth what the fuck am I kidding! I haven't been to the clubs for years, I know nothing about any clubs around here. They were all closed on Monday, and we learned it the hard way by wasting time driving around, end up going home with emptiness. I'm so disappointed in myself cuz I'm unable to make any special plan for my cousin's honeymoon in California :(
It's all started Feb 14th, also Jan 1st of Lunar New Year...my cousin came here with his wife for what they called their honeymoon. What the heck, they should've told me that in advance so I can have a few days off để đi dắc họ đi chơi. He is one of my closest cousin that I have. We (him, my bro, and me) growed up together since we were babies. We had endless memories of each others, somes are good memories, somes are bad ^_^ but to me, all those memories are beautiful and priceless. Now I come to realize, we are not young anymore; we're all adult now. Soon we gonna have kids, grow old, have wrinkles, and become granpas; telling our grandkids about their ancestors in Vietnam...
...But right now, I'm so fucking diappointed because I don't have time to hang out with them; I just want to have 1 or 2 days off so I can take them out for fun, but I work every day until 9pm. I'm off on Saturday and Sunday but they will be leaving by then...and what the heck am I kidding! I don't even know many fun places to go around here. Like last night, all three of us met around 10pm; we didn't know where to go, so I suggested to go to the clubs cuz I wanna be cool, clubbing and stuffs, buth what the fuck am I kidding! I haven't been to the clubs for years, I know nothing about any clubs around here. They were all closed on Monday, and we learned it the hard way by wasting time driving around, end up going home with emptiness. I'm so disappointed in myself cuz I'm unable to make any special plan for my cousin's honeymoon in California :(
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