It is gross to think about those years that I was sucking on to my mom's nipples ( ewww lol ) or even on baby bottles for gods shakes. I'm talking about my babyhood of course :) ...but at certain time in those baby time, I had to push away those nipples and step into children-hood. And once again, I have to leave everything and stepping into adulthood; only this time, I'm pushing away from home :/
Entropy law state that, anything in the universe tend to move toward disorder; meaning, everything in in life will eventually falling apart over time. Nothing will last forever, and so does my family. I'm talking about my family which I have been with in my whole life. But in order to thrive and survive, I need to move away and start building my own family... (i'm feeling blue, will cont :/ )
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wake-up call ...from Gods
I laughed at myself as I named this tittle, because I've never believed in gods. I believed more in science because every scientific argument has solid proof. Or, I believe more in taking actions with plans executed correctly to yield precise outcomes that match the predictions. In other words, I don't believe in relying on chances that are given by god, but rather chances that we created. But lately, all that thinking have been changed.
Like a computer, we are created with a physical body (hardware) and mental mind (software) that control our activities. We don't function well without our physical health, and we don't thrive without a clear mind, or a believe system that help us determine what we're doing. And for a long time, I have been on auto-pilot, or even lost... philosophically. But lately, by listening to many ebooks, have help me shape up my thinking, I find myself more motivated and determined. From life experience, to dating, to finance, to social skills, to health... It is like, god is giving me guidance, or secretly reminding me specifically. Because apparently, I made countless copies of these ebooks that I have and given them to my brother, or my friends, none of them seem to pay attention nor appreciate their value. Perhaps, it's just me who needed guidance and found advises to be useful; or perhaps god is specifically helping me ...or perhaps... it's just a coincidence LOL
Like a computer, we are created with a physical body (hardware) and mental mind (software) that control our activities. We don't function well without our physical health, and we don't thrive without a clear mind, or a believe system that help us determine what we're doing. And for a long time, I have been on auto-pilot, or even lost... philosophically. But lately, by listening to many ebooks, have help me shape up my thinking, I find myself more motivated and determined. From life experience, to dating, to finance, to social skills, to health... It is like, god is giving me guidance, or secretly reminding me specifically. Because apparently, I made countless copies of these ebooks that I have and given them to my brother, or my friends, none of them seem to pay attention nor appreciate their value. Perhaps, it's just me who needed guidance and found advises to be useful; or perhaps god is specifically helping me ...or perhaps... it's just a coincidence LOL
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Rhythm of life (dedicated to Kimee)
Perhaps it's a disease, a mental disorder, or a psychological bug that scrawled into my mind and fed on my thoughts. Or maybe, it's a mental stage that I'm stumbling into as part of of my growing-up process. Whatever it it, I still haven't find it yet ...the purpose of life.
"The Unexamined Life is Not Worth Living" --Socrates
I guess I'm not alone in this journey so called "life". Many people from many generations, different backgrounds, different cultures, different continents on Earth, have wondered about the meaning of life. And of course, Kimee too :D ...Anyway, this is an audio book (Audible mp3) that I stumbled into not too long ago. It's called The Rhythm of Life, written by Mathew Kelly who described his experience during his young adulthood when he paused and started pounding about his "purpose of life". The whole audiobook is about 9 hours long. It was quite interesting, philosophy-wise.
Download link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V651D8RA
"The Unexamined Life is Not Worth Living" --Socrates
I guess I'm not alone in this journey so called "life". Many people from many generations, different backgrounds, different cultures, different continents on Earth, have wondered about the meaning of life. And of course, Kimee too :D ...Anyway, this is an audio book (Audible mp3) that I stumbled into not too long ago. It's called The Rhythm of Life, written by Mathew Kelly who described his experience during his young adulthood when he paused and started pounding about his "purpose of life". The whole audiobook is about 9 hours long. It was quite interesting, philosophy-wise.
Download link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V651D8RA
Monday, May 30, 2011
CanDanBoQuen (piano)
Well, this is not really a full song lol. I overheard this song the other day, and the melody stuck in my head. The original version of this song on youtube is kinda sad :(
cya!
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Di choi Seaworld voi family (vid)
Download link: (267mb)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5LRNYOGM
As much as I love hanging out with my family, I also hate it. I hate to have a strong bond with my family, especially my mom. My mom works hard, harder than my dad, and all she ever wished for is for me and my brother to be successful in life. And yet I haven't fulfill her wish :(
Successful is vast. It can be vary from many areas; financial, social, career, to having beautiful wife and kids. Whatever it is, I have to evaluate and determine my own goal and the ultimate purpose of life. Until then, I keep having this shameful and disappointed in myself for unfulfilling my mom's hope.
Anyway, here's a fully edited video if you'd like to know my family. It's scaled to smaller size for upload/download convenience :)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5LRNYOGM
As much as I love hanging out with my family, I also hate it. I hate to have a strong bond with my family, especially my mom. My mom works hard, harder than my dad, and all she ever wished for is for me and my brother to be successful in life. And yet I haven't fulfill her wish :(
Successful is vast. It can be vary from many areas; financial, social, career, to having beautiful wife and kids. Whatever it is, I have to evaluate and determine my own goal and the ultimate purpose of life. Until then, I keep having this shameful and disappointed in myself for unfulfilling my mom's hope.
Anyway, here's a fully edited video if you'd like to know my family. It's scaled to smaller size for upload/download convenience :)
Monday, May 16, 2011
My first time to Sea World San Diego (vid)
This is my first time been to Sea World San Diego, love it! Amazing how they train those fishes!
Captured with my phone's camera in HD, but quality decreased after upload :/
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