One thing I like about piano music is that I can insert my own lyric into the song. Like this song, River Flow in You, doesn't make sense, but certain part of it sound like "Khi co' anh va em la` la' la`..." I'm kinda cheesy huh? well, it is my cheesy blog :D
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
stupid thoughts...
So I finally move on to a different store after being with the company for 3 years. OMG, that's 3 years of my life; 3 years of unproductive times, well beside working. Anyway, among everything, there's only one thing that I will miss the most. Well, I'm talking about feelings here, kinda cheesy to talk about :D ...this one co-worker that I rarely work with. I have only spent total of 3 days working with her, but somehow I always excited to see here again, but I won't :(
I like her Korean eyes when she talk to me, always looking away like she's afraid confront eyes contact. I think she's just being shy or lack of confident, but it's ok, no one is perfect. I like her lipps, her pony tail hair, her giant glasses that make her look dorky lol. Eventhought she's around my age, she still have that uncetainty vibes of a teenager, I think it's very cute, in an innocent way. I can sitting here at 2am right now and go on and on about countless things I like about her, or how I felt everytime I met her; Sometimes I wish if there was a strong earthquake strike when I was working with her, so I could run to her and protect her, to be her hero hahaha ...stupid thought!
I don't know what it is, but I miss that feeling; The feeling of giving up myself for someone I like; not for her ass or her boobs or anything sexually, but for a pleasan smile when I think about her...
I like her Korean eyes when she talk to me, always looking away like she's afraid confront eyes contact. I think she's just being shy or lack of confident, but it's ok, no one is perfect. I like her lipps, her pony tail hair, her giant glasses that make her look dorky lol. Eventhought she's around my age, she still have that uncetainty vibes of a teenager, I think it's very cute, in an innocent way. I can sitting here at 2am right now and go on and on about countless things I like about her, or how I felt everytime I met her; Sometimes I wish if there was a strong earthquake strike when I was working with her, so I could run to her and protect her, to be her hero hahaha ...stupid thought!
I don't know what it is, but I miss that feeling; The feeling of giving up myself for someone I like; not for her ass or her boobs or anything sexually, but for a pleasan smile when I think about her...
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
better or worse...
Time fly...
It has been 12 days since the day I moved away from home, not to far away, only 2 hours away. I remember how exited I was couples days after I moved. I texted my friend and said "The smell of freedom is magnificent" NOW, that feeling seem to slowly die off. Too busy with work and daily routine, I tend to forget the reason I move, which is --to expand my social experience. What experience? I asked myself. I'm not sure if this was a good idea or not. All I know is, there will be some rough times I have to overcome, especially at work. Ok, it's time for work related venting time LOL ...(maybe another day)
Living condition-wise, I can't complain. The room I'm sharing right now is dirt cheap, only $300/month, that's $10 a day for everything, including water, electricity, someone to clean the bath room and turn on/off heater at night for me lol. It's a private room with utilities and free WIFI included. Lol, don't you love the term "FREE WIFI" everywhere nowaday to make it sound better, kinda lame... anyway, the only inconvenience is that NO COOKING ALLOW, meaning I have to eat out 24/7 D: I'll soon posting pictures of my daily meals. It's not too bad because now that I'm taking care of myself, well I better be, eating healthy quality foods, otherwise I have no one to blame for but myself
Until next times, eating healthy foods and remember ...be happy, be healthy, and be pretty!
It has been 12 days since the day I moved away from home, not to far away, only 2 hours away. I remember how exited I was couples days after I moved. I texted my friend and said "The smell of freedom is magnificent" NOW, that feeling seem to slowly die off. Too busy with work and daily routine, I tend to forget the reason I move, which is --to expand my social experience. What experience? I asked myself. I'm not sure if this was a good idea or not. All I know is, there will be some rough times I have to overcome, especially at work. Ok, it's time for work related venting time LOL ...(maybe another day)
Living condition-wise, I can't complain. The room I'm sharing right now is dirt cheap, only $300/month, that's $10 a day for everything, including water, electricity, someone to clean the bath room and turn on/off heater at night for me lol. It's a private room with utilities and free WIFI included. Lol, don't you love the term "FREE WIFI" everywhere nowaday to make it sound better, kinda lame... anyway, the only inconvenience is that NO COOKING ALLOW, meaning I have to eat out 24/7 D: I'll soon posting pictures of my daily meals. It's not too bad because now that I'm taking care of myself, well I better be, eating healthy quality foods, otherwise I have no one to blame for but myself
Until next times, eating healthy foods and remember ...be happy, be healthy, and be pretty!
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Leaving the nipple
It is gross to think about those years that I was sucking on to my mom's nipples ( ewww lol ) or even on baby bottles for gods shakes. I'm talking about my babyhood of course :) ...but at certain time in those baby time, I had to push away those nipples and step into children-hood. And once again, I have to leave everything and stepping into adulthood; only this time, I'm pushing away from home :/
Entropy law state that, anything in the universe tend to move toward disorder; meaning, everything in in life will eventually falling apart over time. Nothing will last forever, and so does my family. I'm talking about my family which I have been with in my whole life. But in order to thrive and survive, I need to move away and start building my own family... (i'm feeling blue, will cont :/ )
Entropy law state that, anything in the universe tend to move toward disorder; meaning, everything in in life will eventually falling apart over time. Nothing will last forever, and so does my family. I'm talking about my family which I have been with in my whole life. But in order to thrive and survive, I need to move away and start building my own family... (i'm feeling blue, will cont :/ )
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wake-up call ...from Gods
I laughed at myself as I named this tittle, because I've never believed in gods. I believed more in science because every scientific argument has solid proof. Or, I believe more in taking actions with plans executed correctly to yield precise outcomes that match the predictions. In other words, I don't believe in relying on chances that are given by god, but rather chances that we created. But lately, all that thinking have been changed.
Like a computer, we are created with a physical body (hardware) and mental mind (software) that control our activities. We don't function well without our physical health, and we don't thrive without a clear mind, or a believe system that help us determine what we're doing. And for a long time, I have been on auto-pilot, or even lost... philosophically. But lately, by listening to many ebooks, have help me shape up my thinking, I find myself more motivated and determined. From life experience, to dating, to finance, to social skills, to health... It is like, god is giving me guidance, or secretly reminding me specifically. Because apparently, I made countless copies of these ebooks that I have and given them to my brother, or my friends, none of them seem to pay attention nor appreciate their value. Perhaps, it's just me who needed guidance and found advises to be useful; or perhaps god is specifically helping me ...or perhaps... it's just a coincidence LOL
Like a computer, we are created with a physical body (hardware) and mental mind (software) that control our activities. We don't function well without our physical health, and we don't thrive without a clear mind, or a believe system that help us determine what we're doing. And for a long time, I have been on auto-pilot, or even lost... philosophically. But lately, by listening to many ebooks, have help me shape up my thinking, I find myself more motivated and determined. From life experience, to dating, to finance, to social skills, to health... It is like, god is giving me guidance, or secretly reminding me specifically. Because apparently, I made countless copies of these ebooks that I have and given them to my brother, or my friends, none of them seem to pay attention nor appreciate their value. Perhaps, it's just me who needed guidance and found advises to be useful; or perhaps god is specifically helping me ...or perhaps... it's just a coincidence LOL
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Rhythm of life (dedicated to Kimee)
Perhaps it's a disease, a mental disorder, or a psychological bug that scrawled into my mind and fed on my thoughts. Or maybe, it's a mental stage that I'm stumbling into as part of of my growing-up process. Whatever it it, I still haven't find it yet ...the purpose of life.
"The Unexamined Life is Not Worth Living" --Socrates
I guess I'm not alone in this journey so called "life". Many people from many generations, different backgrounds, different cultures, different continents on Earth, have wondered about the meaning of life. And of course, Kimee too :D ...Anyway, this is an audio book (Audible mp3) that I stumbled into not too long ago. It's called The Rhythm of Life, written by Mathew Kelly who described his experience during his young adulthood when he paused and started pounding about his "purpose of life". The whole audiobook is about 9 hours long. It was quite interesting, philosophy-wise.
Download link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V651D8RA
"The Unexamined Life is Not Worth Living" --Socrates
I guess I'm not alone in this journey so called "life". Many people from many generations, different backgrounds, different cultures, different continents on Earth, have wondered about the meaning of life. And of course, Kimee too :D ...Anyway, this is an audio book (Audible mp3) that I stumbled into not too long ago. It's called The Rhythm of Life, written by Mathew Kelly who described his experience during his young adulthood when he paused and started pounding about his "purpose of life". The whole audiobook is about 9 hours long. It was quite interesting, philosophy-wise.
Download link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=V651D8RA
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