Been working with her only couples of times (3 days to be exact) but I don't know why I feel really nervous every time I see her; my heart start pounding; my face turning red; my voice humbling; my fingers shaking; and most of all, my eyes start looking away from her ...ay ya yay...chicken like me will never get a girl :/ I'm not sure what I like about her; she's not hot or supermodle or anything, kinda chubby, big butt big thigh ^^ cute smile feminine voice sweet personality awww...the kind of genuinely sweet, not the kind of b!tchy pretending to be sweet; the kind of sweet that I want to hold tight on the beach and relax all night. The kind of sweet that made me hump my pillow the night after I met her ^^ but sadly I won't see her again anytime soon, maybe months, maybe years, or maybe never. Then, all those feelings gone away the next day when I met the C2 girl. OMG, I've been waiting for her every single month but I couldn't get a chance to talk to her this time :( I've noticed that things will never turn out the ways I expected, should've learned to expect the unexpected :/
I'm kinda glad that i'm still single; still be able to crush on many ppl as I want to without feeling guilty^^
Anyway, thank you for reading my blog. Here is a piano piece I've learned recently; a soundtrack from a French movies; it's not perfect yet but much better than last time I recorded :P ,the original is beautifully played http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Z2ljWwIaHs
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Purpose of lifeee?
"Life of a biologist is all about eat, sleep, and reproduce"--my biology teacher used to say haha
I have been ditching that question since...forever...because I don't really know the answer. I think that's a bad habbit of mine, keep avoiding the problem instead of solving the problem :s .Yet, I need a goal for my future, a purpose of living and a target to aim myself to the right direction. Right now, it's hard for me to decide cuz it's not just my life to put into consideration; there is my parents as well. If I decide to have a normal life, living with my parents to pay off my debt--the debt that I owe them since the day I was born--then it will be very boring. Eventhough they never ask anything from me, I feel terrible because I haven't done anything to make them proud. Too much conflicts going on in my mind right now. I want to live a peaceful time, but at the same time, I don't want to be a nobody. I want to go to a big city where I can find more opportunities to strike. I want to have a more exciting and fullfill environment of living. But thinking about my dad's health make me weak :(. He's on the downhill of health, probably 2 to 3 more years to live. They are all I have right now; without them i'll be very lonely...
Idk, i'm just going sleep now. Maybe my biology teacher was right; life is all about eat + sleep + reproduce hahaha so I guess the only thing missing in my life is "reproduce" ^^
I have been ditching that question since...forever...because I don't really know the answer. I think that's a bad habbit of mine, keep avoiding the problem instead of solving the problem :s .Yet, I need a goal for my future, a purpose of living and a target to aim myself to the right direction. Right now, it's hard for me to decide cuz it's not just my life to put into consideration; there is my parents as well. If I decide to have a normal life, living with my parents to pay off my debt--the debt that I owe them since the day I was born--then it will be very boring. Eventhough they never ask anything from me, I feel terrible because I haven't done anything to make them proud. Too much conflicts going on in my mind right now. I want to live a peaceful time, but at the same time, I don't want to be a nobody. I want to go to a big city where I can find more opportunities to strike. I want to have a more exciting and fullfill environment of living. But thinking about my dad's health make me weak :(. He's on the downhill of health, probably 2 to 3 more years to live. They are all I have right now; without them i'll be very lonely...
Idk, i'm just going sleep now. Maybe my biology teacher was right; life is all about eat + sleep + reproduce hahaha so I guess the only thing missing in my life is "reproduce" ^^
Monday, March 22, 2010
Interview questions (for Ti)
Here is the virtual interview between Ti and Mr.MM ;)
1. What activitives, duties, and work do you do every day?
MM: Main task is typing prescriptions, filling medications for pharmacist to verify, orderring and keep medications instock, keep pharmacy organize.
2. How were you trained for this career?
MM: Typically, one can go to a tech school (such as Devry, or American College,...) for an 8 month training program. They will teach you all the brand and generic names for most of the medications available on the market; they will teach you how to read a prescription. Prescription's directions are often written in sig...(a sig is a short abreviation of Latin words, for example: "1 po BID" means "Take 1 tablet(or capsule) by mouth twice a day" or "1gtt OU TID 7d" means "Instil 1 drop into both eyes three times a day for 7 days"...and there are as many sig as many directions you can think of, but there are only a few popular one :)...They will also teach you conversion for mixing IV or many other things that only have at a hospital pharmacy. But my case is a little different; like most people who have worked in the retail pharmacy as a clerk for a while, I just took the Pharmacy technician test, pass it and I became a tech.
3. What's the salary range for pharmacy technitian?
MM: As for a retail pharmacy, my rate was between 10-16 dollars per hour. Hospital pharmacy however, pay a little more between 15-18 dollars per hour. My friend, who works for Parcificare Insurrance, get paid $22/hour :)
4. What are some of the fringe benefits you enjoy?
MM: Nothing! haha I get pay for every hour I work so that's fair enough.
5. What are the positive aspects of your work?
MM: The first thing I like about being a tech is less responsibily, flexibily, and AC. It doesn't matter how hot or cold outside, the pharmacy AC is always ON; There is usually more than one tech working in the pharmacy on a day, meaning I can swap shift with my coworker if I need to come in later or earlier. Less responsibily doesn't mean careless; it simply mean I don't have to responsible for someone's well being directly; it's the job of the pharmacist to recommend/consult about medications to the patient, ensuring that correct medications are given and safe to take without interaction. Overall, pharmacist spend years of studying so they get paid well and have control over the pharmacy....but again "Great power comes great responsibilities"--Spiderman ;)
6. What are the negative about your career?
MM: Dealing with patient is a hasles. Some will be really nice, bringing us cookies/Christmas cards and stuffs...Some will cuss at us for making them wait for too long, or upset at us because their insurrance were terminated...Just name a fews
7. Is there a lot of competition to get into this field?
MM: Yes and no. Like I said before, there are more technicians in a pharmacy than pharmacists, so therefor more positions available. But since it's so easy to study, there are more people so it's getting harder to find a job.
8. What are the strongest skills a person must have to do well in this career?
MM: I would say team work. Having a great team is essential.
9. What is your next career move?
MM: Hopefully, I can become a pharmacist...a responsible one :)
10.If you had it to choose all over again, would you still enter this field? Why or why not?
MM: No. I would go to Hollywood making movies, or to be a musician or somthing that's more enjoyable
11.Where can I get more information about you career?
MM: Google
12.What advice would you give someone who is trying to enter the medical field?
MM: As any field, you have to have a compassion for your career, or at least have a conception of what you will be doing. Only choose medical field if you truely care about people health and want to make a different in someone's life, a better healthier life =)
1. What activitives, duties, and work do you do every day?
MM: Main task is typing prescriptions, filling medications for pharmacist to verify, orderring and keep medications instock, keep pharmacy organize.
2. How were you trained for this career?
MM: Typically, one can go to a tech school (such as Devry, or American College,...) for an 8 month training program. They will teach you all the brand and generic names for most of the medications available on the market; they will teach you how to read a prescription. Prescription's directions are often written in sig...(a sig is a short abreviation of Latin words, for example: "1 po BID" means "Take 1 tablet(or capsule) by mouth twice a day" or "1gtt OU TID 7d" means "Instil 1 drop into both eyes three times a day for 7 days"...and there are as many sig as many directions you can think of, but there are only a few popular one :)...They will also teach you conversion for mixing IV or many other things that only have at a hospital pharmacy. But my case is a little different; like most people who have worked in the retail pharmacy as a clerk for a while, I just took the Pharmacy technician test, pass it and I became a tech.
3. What's the salary range for pharmacy technitian?
MM: As for a retail pharmacy, my rate was between 10-16 dollars per hour. Hospital pharmacy however, pay a little more between 15-18 dollars per hour. My friend, who works for Parcificare Insurrance, get paid $22/hour :)
4. What are some of the fringe benefits you enjoy?
MM: Nothing! haha I get pay for every hour I work so that's fair enough.
5. What are the positive aspects of your work?
MM: The first thing I like about being a tech is less responsibily, flexibily, and AC. It doesn't matter how hot or cold outside, the pharmacy AC is always ON; There is usually more than one tech working in the pharmacy on a day, meaning I can swap shift with my coworker if I need to come in later or earlier. Less responsibily doesn't mean careless; it simply mean I don't have to responsible for someone's well being directly; it's the job of the pharmacist to recommend/consult about medications to the patient, ensuring that correct medications are given and safe to take without interaction. Overall, pharmacist spend years of studying so they get paid well and have control over the pharmacy....but again "Great power comes great responsibilities"--Spiderman ;)
6. What are the negative about your career?
MM: Dealing with patient is a hasles. Some will be really nice, bringing us cookies/Christmas cards and stuffs...Some will cuss at us for making them wait for too long, or upset at us because their insurrance were terminated...Just name a fews
7. Is there a lot of competition to get into this field?
MM: Yes and no. Like I said before, there are more technicians in a pharmacy than pharmacists, so therefor more positions available. But since it's so easy to study, there are more people so it's getting harder to find a job.
8. What are the strongest skills a person must have to do well in this career?
MM: I would say team work. Having a great team is essential.
9. What is your next career move?
MM: Hopefully, I can become a pharmacist...a responsible one :)
10.If you had it to choose all over again, would you still enter this field? Why or why not?
MM: No. I would go to Hollywood making movies, or to be a musician or somthing that's more enjoyable
11.Where can I get more information about you career?
MM: Google
12.What advice would you give someone who is trying to enter the medical field?
MM: As any field, you have to have a compassion for your career, or at least have a conception of what you will be doing. Only choose medical field if you truely care about people health and want to make a different in someone's life, a better healthier life =)
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Fairytale (Tong Hua)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T3Na7ZNoAcE
Such a beautiful song, even though I don't understand much :P but the piano rhythm nghe thánh thót hay qua. I'll learn it next, but I'm so stupidly ignorant :( cuz bài Kiss The Rain chơi mấy tháng rùi mà mới được 1/4 bài :( this one will probably take a whole year to learn :((
Such a beautiful song, even though I don't understand much :P but the piano rhythm nghe thánh thót hay qua. I'll learn it next, but I'm so stupidly ignorant :( cuz bài Kiss The Rain chơi mấy tháng rùi mà mới được 1/4 bài :( this one will probably take a whole year to learn :((
Friday, March 12, 2010
Rabbits
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It's all started from a Nerf toy gun that I got for my friend's son birthday. It was fun to play with; then I wanted one for myself lol; I got a clear Bbs gun with low FPS for target shooting; then a higher FPS bbs that look/feel almost like a real gun; then I want a CO2 semi-automatic with max FPS; then a 0.22 caliber air pistol so I can actually kill small animals like birds, squirrels, and mostly rabbits...
After getting off the phone with my friend about the exciting hunting plan for the weekend, I started to wonder, what the hell am I getting into. It seems like i'm being possessed by a gun demon or something lol; that's bs! There is no such thing as a gun demon, only the human nature that craving for something else; something more than we already got, an ambitious ladder so to speak. It's not very messy to kill a rabbit; one shot and it dies right away, if not, one more in the head. But what about its family at home? What if it has babies waiting to be feed? Or what if it has a hot gf at home, wearing sexy lingerie waiting to make love? lol for whatever reason , it will never be home again. Pretty sure it will soon be forgotten cuz of the short term memory. It's just part of the wild life, feeding on each others to survive. But I'm sure I'll survive without killing a rabbit...for now
( '.' )
(")_(")
It's all started from a Nerf toy gun that I got for my friend's son birthday. It was fun to play with; then I wanted one for myself lol; I got a clear Bbs gun with low FPS for target shooting; then a higher FPS bbs that look/feel almost like a real gun; then I want a CO2 semi-automatic with max FPS; then a 0.22 caliber air pistol so I can actually kill small animals like birds, squirrels, and mostly rabbits...
After getting off the phone with my friend about the exciting hunting plan for the weekend, I started to wonder, what the hell am I getting into. It seems like i'm being possessed by a gun demon or something lol; that's bs! There is no such thing as a gun demon, only the human nature that craving for something else; something more than we already got, an ambitious ladder so to speak. It's not very messy to kill a rabbit; one shot and it dies right away, if not, one more in the head. But what about its family at home? What if it has babies waiting to be feed? Or what if it has a hot gf at home, wearing sexy lingerie waiting to make love? lol for whatever reason , it will never be home again. Pretty sure it will soon be forgotten cuz of the short term memory. It's just part of the wild life, feeding on each others to survive. But I'm sure I'll survive without killing a rabbit...for now
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Sad song
Không hiểu sao đôi lúc buồn, nghe nhac buồn lại làm cho tinh thần mình thư giãn và quên đi nỗi buồn; nhưng đôi khi lại làm mình có cảm giác buồn lại càng buồn hơn ...sigh
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