good time at Yard House Xmas2011

my mom and me on Xmas2011

the Intern

Isn't there a quote somewhere, saying that "Something can go wrong, it will probably go wrong" ??? I think it called Murphy's law or something. Anyway, let me stretching my cheesy muscle, then we gonna get started ....ok

So there is an intern student joining my store not too long ago. I thought she is going to stay for a while, or at least, after Christmas. But as it turned out, she left last Wednesday :(
I guess I just have to keep the Christmas gift; the one I bought for her; and every cheesy tipis talks I could think of. See, things never go the way I planned. Maybe I spend too much time thinking and not doing. This problem can be easily avoided by just simply enjoy the moment of the present, rather than planning what to happen in the future cuz there are millions of possibilities can happen.
I really like her simple mind :) her "oh oh" :) her short hair :) her kid-like personality :) I wish she will stay the same cuz it's beautiful in an innocent way; hope she won't be jaded after all the things she will go through in her life ahead, cuz life can be rough and mistreated sometimes :/

Chi & Em

I have a terrible social skill. I guess I can blame it on my mental stage where I keep holding on to my old point of view. I have forgotten the fact that I'm no longer a kid. For example, when I approach a conversation with a women, I will refer to me as "con" and call her "co^" or "ba'c". But in fact, she is only in her 40s. Same thing, when I approach a girl, I'll call her "chi" but she is younger than me. Women are extremely sensitive to their age and some will actually be upset if I refer to her older than her age. The other day, a woman got grouchy because I call her "co^" ....aycaramba, women women women!! :/

The mechanic

So after several months of leaking and dripping, I finally took my car to a mechanic to be fixed. Aycaramba!! ....$250 on Visa/Master card :/ The auto part cost only $30, but labor was $220 ...what a ripoff. Anyway, as you've already known, this is a cheesy blog, so there's must be somthing cheesy lol
So while waiting for my car to be fixed, I met this beautiful tall girl, who happen to wait for her car to be fixed. Anyway, I tried to make conversation but ....I fail :"(
There was a dead silent awkwardness moment that so embarassing to talk about hahaha ....awkward! I didn't know what is was, or whom it was. Maybe it was me who trying too hard and cought up in the momentum of silent; or maybe it was her who doesn't have a social skill hahaha. Either way, we exchange some dry questions and answers, and the energy died off in silent. I'm trying not to look at it as a failure, but rather than, a lesson to learn for future social success :)

Khi co' anh va em (piano vid)

One thing I like about piano music is that I can insert my own lyric into the song. Like this song, River Flow in You, doesn't make sense, but certain part of it sound like "Khi co' anh va em la` la' la`..." I'm kinda cheesy huh? well, it is my cheesy blog :D

stupid thoughts...

So I finally move on to a different store after being with the company for 3 years. OMG, that's 3 years of my life; 3 years of unproductive times, well beside working. Anyway, among everything, there's only one thing that I will miss the most. Well, I'm talking about feelings here, kinda cheesy to talk about :D ...this one co-worker that I rarely work with. I have only spent total of 3 days working with her, but somehow I always excited to see here again, but I won't :(

I like her Korean eyes when she talk to me, always looking away like she's afraid confront eyes contact. I think she's just being shy or lack of confident, but it's ok, no one is perfect. I like her lipps, her pony tail hair, her giant glasses that make her look dorky lol. Eventhought she's around my age, she still have that uncetainty vibes of a teenager, I think it's very cute, in an innocent way. I can sitting here at 2am right now and go on and on about countless things I like about her, or how I felt everytime I met her; Sometimes I wish if there was a strong earthquake strike when I was working with her, so I could run to her and protect her, to be her hero hahaha ...stupid thought!

I don't know what it is, but I miss that feeling; The feeling of giving up myself for someone I like; not for her ass or her boobs or anything sexually, but for a pleasan smile when I think about her...