Hurting someone

I've been hanging out with this 19 years old girl since Christmas. I met her online, then started chatting on Yahoo, then hanging out at beach, zoo, Universal, Hollywood...she's fun to talk to, nice to hang out with, and most of all, she's very supportive & understanding :)...but other than that, there is no special feelings for her :(

The other day, my friend ask me "If you are not interested in her, why are you dating her?" ... it keeps me thinking, until today. Today I told her exactly what my friend asked me, and honestly told her what I think...she seem to be shocked, said a couples comfort words and logged off Yahoo. She then wrote a blog and telling herself not to over reacted :(

Mình chỉ muốn nói rõ để phân biệt tình bạn và tình yêu thôi, không muốn làm ai buồn. Mà cứ tiếp tục đi chơi chung, 1 trai 1 gái thì trước sao gì cũng nãy sinh tình cảm. Nếu lúc đó 1 trông 2 đứa thuơng nhau rồi phụ nhau thì còn buồn hơn nữa. Thà là dức khoác cho xong :(

I think I have issues. I tend to avoid the end-of-the-party's feeling, như 1 tiệt vui nào cũng tàn, by never creating a party. Like in relationship, I afraid to be heart broken or breaking someone heart, and end up in Lonely Land.