Sunday, June 20, 2010

"Chuyen Tinh Khong Suy Tu" thêm mắm/muối :))


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Just adding some sound effects and a cheesy voice over lol to Kimi's video. I wish I can plan piano better to play along :( ...maybe 10 more years then, lol
I hate those "talks" in a song, but ironically, I'm doing it...cheesy nghe noi da ga` hahaah

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

good deeds

so I found her twitter account couple days ago. Unlike her bf, she is not a twitter addict lol, only a few old tweet from last month. I wanted to follow her, but I soon realized that it's a bad idea cuz we haven't met for 5 years, OMG 5 FKKING YEARS! I wonder if she still remember me!?! hopefully she still have a good memory of me...but remember what? We barely knew each other for a month; only the deep look in her eyes and the pretty smile :) ...that's all I remember
OMG, I can't believe that I'm still sitting here writing about some stupid moment of 5 years ago. This is so fuking lame! half of my heart is gone; not exactly gone but remain frozen, until someone special come into my life and warm it up. Either way, I don't want to sound like a stalker, but I secretly wish that she's happy. Love is complicated sometimes; sometimes loving someone is just making someone happy, regardless of who they are with; that's including sucking up all the stupid problems on myself. Like the other day, my neighbor blackmailed me money for a minor accident between him and my dad when they were backing up their cars and hit each other. I agreed to pay for it secretly so my dad won't get mad, as he having heart problem already. Or the other day when I was driving to my friend house to install the car alarm for him, I got a ticket and he hasn't pay for it nor the alarm's cost. Or when I'm paying for my cellphone bills, including my brother's gf's line so she can max out the minutes -I hope she's not cheating on him or using him :/

Keeping all the problems to myself, I think someday I'll exploded with anger and frustration. I'll probably hop on a train and runaway. But until then, I have to deal with it for now. Oh, and whenever I feel unlucky or feel like I've done something good, I buy a lottery ...who knows maybe I'll win (well lets hope) :)

Saturday, June 12, 2010

"Life is a single skip for joy"

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Sometimes I like to watch nameless (non Blockbuster) kind of movies, cuz sometimes it has interesting ideas; the kind of ideas that don't usually be seen in a mainstream media. Like, a movies I just watched the other night, there was a quote that made me think ... "Life is single skip for joy" :) I guess everyone has different kind of joy, and I guess it's hard to find someone has the same taste of joy :/
Every-since I read a stupid eBook called 101 Romantic Ideas couple years ago, haha one of the ideas keep stuck in my mind because I think it's very romantic. I've been always wanted to go to the beach with a beautiful girl, bring an iPod, split the 3.5mm headphone into 2 pairs, one pair for me, one pair for her, and listen to love music together. I think it's romantic cuz we can both hear the same songs under and silent sky and relax; like a magical sound that connects our souls together... but so far I haven't met someone with the same taste. One girl told me she hates those "gay Ricky Martins' kinda music", the other girl told me it's too depressing, another one told me it's boring, another one told me she love it but I didn't have any feelings for her and it was meaningless :( ...why is it so damn hard to find souldmate?? perhaps because there's none :/