stupid thoughts...

So I finally move on to a different store after being with the company for 3 years. OMG, that's 3 years of my life; 3 years of unproductive times, well beside working. Anyway, among everything, there's only one thing that I will miss the most. Well, I'm talking about feelings here, kinda cheesy to talk about :D ...this one co-worker that I rarely work with. I have only spent total of 3 days working with her, but somehow I always excited to see here again, but I won't :(

I like her Korean eyes when she talk to me, always looking away like she's afraid confront eyes contact. I think she's just being shy or lack of confident, but it's ok, no one is perfect. I like her lipps, her pony tail hair, her giant glasses that make her look dorky lol. Eventhought she's around my age, she still have that uncetainty vibes of a teenager, I think it's very cute, in an innocent way. I can sitting here at 2am right now and go on and on about countless things I like about her, or how I felt everytime I met her; Sometimes I wish if there was a strong earthquake strike when I was working with her, so I could run to her and protect her, to be her hero hahaha ...stupid thought!

I don't know what it is, but I miss that feeling; The feeling of giving up myself for someone I like; not for her ass or her boobs or anything sexually, but for a pleasan smile when I think about her...

better or worse...

Time fly...
It has been 12 days since the day I moved away from home, not to far away, only 2 hours away. I remember how exited I was couples days after I moved. I texted my friend and said "The smell of freedom is magnificent" NOW, that feeling seem to slowly die off. Too busy with work and daily routine, I tend to forget the reason I move, which is --to expand my social experience. What experience? I asked myself. I'm not sure if this was a good idea or not. All I know is, there will be some rough times I have to overcome, especially at work. Ok, it's time for work related venting time LOL ...(maybe another day)

Living condition-wise, I can't complain. The room I'm sharing right now is dirt cheap, only $300/month, that's $10 a day for everything, including water, electricity, someone to clean the bath room and turn on/off heater at night for me lol. It's a private room with utilities and free WIFI included. Lol, don't you love the term "FREE WIFI" everywhere nowaday to make it sound better, kinda lame... anyway, the only inconvenience is that NO COOKING ALLOW, meaning I have to eat out 24/7 D: I'll soon posting pictures of my daily meals. It's not too bad because now that I'm taking care of myself, well I better be, eating healthy quality foods, otherwise I have no one to blame for but myself

Until next times, eating healthy foods and remember ...be happy, be healthy, and be pretty!