stupid thoughts...

So I finally move on to a different store after being with the company for 3 years. OMG, that's 3 years of my life; 3 years of unproductive times, well beside working. Anyway, among everything, there's only one thing that I will miss the most. Well, I'm talking about feelings here, kinda cheesy to talk about :D ...this one co-worker that I rarely work with. I have only spent total of 3 days working with her, but somehow I always excited to see here again, but I won't :(

I like her Korean eyes when she talk to me, always looking away like she's afraid confront eyes contact. I think she's just being shy or lack of confident, but it's ok, no one is perfect. I like her lipps, her pony tail hair, her giant glasses that make her look dorky lol. Eventhought she's around my age, she still have that uncetainty vibes of a teenager, I think it's very cute, in an innocent way. I can sitting here at 2am right now and go on and on about countless things I like about her, or how I felt everytime I met her; Sometimes I wish if there was a strong earthquake strike when I was working with her, so I could run to her and protect her, to be her hero hahaha ...stupid thought!

I don't know what it is, but I miss that feeling; The feeling of giving up myself for someone I like; not for her ass or her boobs or anything sexually, but for a pleasan smile when I think about her...