Perhaps I spend too much time inside my head; planning, analyzing, judging, and never taking any action. Perhaps my thoughts dictate what outcomes I am having today. Perhaps I'm just thinking too much. Of course, it is about to get cheesy :)
Unconditional is a big word. It's mean "nothing". How can there be something in life that is for nothing. Almost impossible. And as usual, there is always something for anything... I'm taking about a friend of mine. She is a bit older than me, but we can be considered the same age. Ever time we hang out, she would like me to pay for everything; it makes her very happy. There were sometimes, she insist paying, but again, it makes her very happy when I insist paying instead. To make the long story short, this is the last time I hang out with her. Period.
When someones is trying to extract something from you, that person become a negative energy of your life. Regardless of whatever it is. And the only way to avoid negative energy is to stay away from that energy's black-hole. I certainly not ditching a friend because of money issue, but because of how greediness her personality is. Whenever we have a conversation about money, her eyes lighten up like a flashlight. It scares me sometimes. Maybe there was/is something in her life that made her desperate for financial secure. Or perhaps, many trillions other reasons that make up her personality today.
It's a jungle of people out there, and it is hard to find someones with an unconditional heart. Maybe it is impossible. but I still believing because i'm a cheesy believer :)
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