Literally, everyone I know, are having babies. My oldest friend (29) is pregnant and having her third child, while she doesn't have a job and her husband is an alcoholic and an abuser...My friend from school is having her first child, while she is still struggling with school, and working part-time with minimum paid job...My friend/co-worker who I know for about a year, is excited that his gf didn't pass the pregnancy test and that he is going to be a daddy, while he is just working with a low-paying job like I do ...lol
I'm sad now cuz I want to be a daddy too...lol I just feel like being left behind in the process of "life". But at the same time I'm glad; thanks Gods I'm not a daddy yet. Omfg! what the hell are these people thinking? Why the hell are they having babies when they don't have a stable life? stable income? stable relationship? stable place to live? It's a new life, a new creation we are talking about, not just a product of two heterosexual people who kiss kiss bang bang carelessly without condoms. I guess people never think about the future, never care about what worst things can happen in the long run, never prepare for their offspring ...and they seem to have a happier life than me who keep planning too much for the future :(
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