I haven't been on a date for years... (omg, I've been jacking off for too long lol)
Anyway, my recent hanging-out was considered and good date. I took her out to watch a scary movies becuz my instinct was telling me "Take her to a scary movies so you can lent her your shoulder to lean on" lol ...is that considered cheating? lol No I don't think so. I just wanted to create a chance for us to be close together, to be more physically attatched to each other and break away all the shyness.
Anyhow, it went pretty well. But then, it still doesn't feel right; it doesn't feel as happy as it supposed to be; it doesn't make me smile when I think about her; it doesn't feel like the weird feelings that I used to have...feel like it's NOT the One :(
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