I feel weird lately; feel like I'm being left out of the fast lane of life; feel sick about people, feel disgusted; fee like the older people get, the dirtier they are. When people were a little kids, they will play with any toys they like, play with any kids there were surrounded, but the older they get, the more picky they are. They only play with certain that seem "cool" and to be cool, playing with drugs, sex, love, races, clubs, swing club, money, being fake, materialistic, social classes...I feel left out because I don't belong to any of them. I feel like I belong to an ideal humanity world which only exist in novels and movies; feel like I want to have a fantasy life by joining a motion picture, but there are too much to sacrifices and risks :(
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